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October 31st, 2012

08:00 pm - True confessions of teenage awkwardness
I wanted to delete this journal then I started to read it.. *again* after how many years? and realized it can still make me laugh,cry and wonder where I got my amazing spelling skills from. So with that being said I would like to save these embarrassing memories for when I am old.:)

I guess I got everything I wanted so far. My husband, Nick. A good job at a vet office. My horse and living in Michigan. Hopefully when I update this again I will have even more good news.
On the downfall, Hardly talk to old friends much, but cherish all the memories I do have with them.
Current Mood: optimisticoptimistic

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December 21st, 2008

04:40 am - Old posts..
It's kinda amazing reading all these old posts..
back when I was 15 and it all started, ha ha
wow, was I a horrible or lazy speller... It's pretty comical.
I thought I had so much drama in my life back then, haha.
I also Made false accusations... like I read one post where I thought I wasn't born in cali.. hahaha
Current Mood: amusedamused

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December 20th, 2006

03:53 pm - Interested?
Ask me to take pictures of any aspect of my life that you're interested in/curious about -- it can be anything from my house to the neighborhood I live in to my favorite shoes. Leave your requests as a comment to this entry, I'll snap the pictures and post them back here. It's like a glimpse into my world!

(Disclaimer) Nothing outrageous!!!!
Current Mood: calmcalm

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December 19th, 2006

12:40 am - Almost Christmas
Wow its amazing to think christmas is almost here, this year has flown by! That's great though because it's almost time to be back in Michigan. gawd I'm counting the days down. I'm thinking I'm going to be writting in here allot more, I don't like writting the blogs in Myspace anyway. :]
Current Mood: sleepysleepy

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October 27th, 2006

12:19 am - Luck...It's Hiding
Usually when i'm this down, I can pull myself up somehow some way, But I can't anymore, I have hit an all time low. Luck is not in my path anytime soon. I'm letting all my friends down if i can not make it back to michigan soon. Im hating it here in california. It scares me. where in a bad area, Wondering day by day if yiour whole family is going to be okay, is not cool. I hate it. I'm 3,000 dollars short of going home. I have no idea how to get it. I sold my life away when i sold my beloved horses. I have nothing left to sell. I'm stuck and I don't know how to get out. I need a Miracle, I need luck to struck me, Just this time, just so i can make it home.. So my brothers can make it home. Everyday is a struggle for them, even in school, where it use to be safe, is like a battlefield now. :/ we need a miracle :( ... It woulda been nice if myspace was working, so i didnt have to wine in this journal. But my heart is shattering, i have nothing left to write in but this journal. ::long sigh:: All i can hope for, Is tomorrow will be a better day.
Current Mood: crushedcrushed

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August 19th, 2006

11:11 am

heh anyone wanna come to the concert with meh??? :P

KROQ's Inland Invasion 2006 with Gun's N Roses, Alice In Chains, Muse, Papa Roach, Avenged Sevenfold, 30 Seconds to Mars, Rise Against, Atreyu and Buckcherry.

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June 23rd, 2006

11:13 am - Random

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Mmm i hate rap, but i like this song =)

        i UPDate this thing, next to never :) 
                                So not tooo Much new news here, Except people are starting to panic
                                         because California is on a fault, and were suppose to have like a 8. something earthquake........which is really dumb.......what a crappy way to die...I hope it can atleast wait til we get the    fuck outta here. It's ranging from Now-10 yrs.....so who knows........i just hope it waits :)
                                          Anyhow, I know how I usually talk about the violence around here, but this one takes the cake. 2 young children were playing basketball, {AT A SCHOOL PLAYGROUND} and a man walked up to the children and asked where they were from, tHE 11 yr old answered "Nowhere" and the man then pulled out a gun, The Big brother of the 11 yr old fled, thinking his lil brother was behind him but then heard gun shots........ What kind of a MAN walks up and kills such a young and innocent child....its gross..Im really really sick of the crap.....
Then I have to laugh, because you get people who watch shows like the "oc" and Laguna Beach and there made to believe that California is perfect.....Yes Orange county exsist, and So does Laguna beach.but its sooooo nothing like the Shows......... and i know people buy into them,because nicks friend was saying hows she dreams of moving to california BECAUSE of how great it is because....yes you guessed it, she watches laguna beach........
How about making a freaking real show, That shows everyday life down here....It never use to be so bad....now its soo messed up.
Anyways, I've been thinking allot about all kinds of stuff, I really wonder if Nick and I will stay together once i get back up there....not cause of him, but cause of me..........I wanna let loose, i wanna party and hang out and be free of EVERYTHING.......even if its just for a little while, I wanna have fun! So thats why i wonder........ :)

Current Location: Stupid cali................
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: eMINEM: Shake that ass for me: feat Nate Dogg

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June 3rd, 2006

10:39 pm

Sea world tomorrow


Current Mood: busybusy

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March 30th, 2006

04:17 pm - Pff

Im sick, and it blows! I hate the flu.  

Anyway as an update, not much has been up, 3 weeks left of school, yay! :)
My dads interview went fairly well, but i guess weather he takes the job or not were still selling the house and moving back into are house up there "my old one" soo, yeah.
I really don't know about my horses, this perdictament really sucks, I really don't wanna sell them, but its looking like thats gunna be the only outcome, considering boarding ranchs are limited and so far we've found none that are in are price range....I guess if i sell them I'll have  a nice truck, heh..  I decided I'm selling my camaro { sorrie becky } I'm just not thinking i wanna drive it up there, i think Id rather have a lifted ranger up there anyway :)
but yah thats it

Current Mood: sicksick

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February 28th, 2006

05:00 pm - what the hell...
The wierdest feeling in the world is running into your long time ex......
Current Mood: cynicalcynical

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